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so, not much time to write this...I'm at Matthew's house, and am having a blast! he's so freaking wonderful...i don't want to go home. ;-;
It's really hard to explain but...I really love him. I hate being so far away. meh, that's sad stuff, so not going into it now!
Matt's taking me to the zoo tomorrow, (he bought me tennis shoes!) and we've just been able to hang out so far. Watching the movie 'Animalyimpics' from my childhood, which is awesome, go youtube it! I don't have more time, so I'll just say, I freaking love him! I...I really don't want to have to leave...now I know why everyone was worrying about me getting married while I'm here. not that I think Matt would want to..I..well I don't really know. I think maybe I'm just really insecure about myself. I hope he wants to marry me...dwah! I'm going in circles again! gotta stop! ><
alright, I'm going for real, but I'll update again soon. <3

What the bleep would I know?

sorry about the title yo. Tara and Kreg are in the living room watching it. so on to my day right? Got up at 8:30 (yuck!) went to work at 9:30, which gave me the time to eat breakfast and finish sewing the "R" in my banner. so I worked...and worked....and worked some more. In case you couldn't tell, work was interminal for me today. Ottis is the bestes thing there, as we decided we're both lvl 1 characters, and apparently we are trying to outdo each other to lvl 10. xD and Karlin is our GM. lol. ottis claims that by doing the popcase everyday he's "braving the elements" and deserves 50 exp a day for it....to which i reminded him that I work in the back everyday, where it is HOT! so I'm also "braving the elements" mwahahahahah! so we're still even, i'm gonna borrow Isaac's D&D books and learn me how to beat him. (he's trying to insist that he can duel weild a cutlass and a pistol, the lies!) so yeah...we're cool.
so after work i had to walk to cellular one and deal with my cell phone bill. that wasn't to hard, it's only like 15 minutes away from the mall, and I was in shelter almost the whole time right? not to bad at all. but then I had to walk from cellone to Dr. Shepro's office...again probably a 15 min. walk...but ICE SHARDS OF DOOOOM! it was so freaking hard...and the only time i managed to look up I saw Isaac's car zooming past me. T.T
after dr. shepro's mom came and got me with my change jar, took me to the bank so i could deposit it. the last time i had my change jar counted it was like, $60 so i was like "yay! money for my passport!" ...guess how much was in that jar...can't guess?
$225.51
let me repeat that.
two hundred and twenty five dollars and fifty one cents!
it was so nice, just gave me the fuzzys. but yeah, got home, read for a bit, took a shower, eat dinner, (I defeated those pork chops! 25 exp for me! hurray!) dad was watching 'The Replacements" and tv, so i sat and watched with him for a while, then tara and kreggy got here. we bamphed around, lukey woke up...and then my matthew called, and i got a half hour of matthew time before he went to sleep. only two more daaaaaays! i r soo excited.
but yeah...not much funnyness today, i'm feeling pretty tired right now, but if i fall asleep now i'll be waking up every hour for...um...hours. xD think i'll play a little bit of Wow before i sleeps. (yes i play wow, no i'm not addicted, and FFXI is better =P ) so yeah. sleepy time now.
GUNFIGHT!!! ^^

Weather report for today says...

So...my lack of sleeping abilities are starting to impair my judgement. and when I say that what I mean is "No sleep=Kayla go boom x_x" Had a really hard time working today, my head was spinning and my eyes felt hot and itchy...kept wiggin out to. at the least it's a cold, 'cause i have the sore throat and not breathing through the nose thing. just wanted to mention that being sick sucks. especially when you're getting to go see your boyfriends this week. and take a long needed vacation. so yeah...being sick sucks, but especially right now. xD
got my movies back from Thea today, 'cause she's leaving tomorrow :( got to hug on cam, hill, and cody. (though he always lets me hug him...i think it's 'cause he's a perv but oh well.) had to go to see one of my doctors today as well. ><>< at least he's stopped asking if i smoke...or rather how quitting smoking is going. "great doc, considering I never have before." no okay, I'm just being mean right now...
you see...there is this person living here in Juneau...that i hate. no that's to light a term, i detest, loath, execrate, abhor, detest, abominate him. (did you know there's a whole section on dictionary.com that gives you words to discribe hatred? yes, i'm that pathetic...) anyway...he came into the Udd, with two other guys that are not on my like list, not on the "someone should stab you in the eye with a hot french fry" list, but not on my good list either. i didn't have to talk to him, ottis didn't even make me look at him....but I hate him so much that just being NEAR him makes my skin cold, and my stomach want to rebel. okay...i don't want to dwell on him anymore...i shouldn't let him bring me into a bad mood but i can't help it. besides i'm bipolar...it's not like i'll be this angry in 5 minutes is it? lol.
so went to talk to my doctor...that took a half hour, then i got to go to the basement of Wildflower Court, which is where Byte Networking is set up. as soon as I walked in the door though all the guys stopped talking, lol. i just wanted to be like "guys, it's okay. i know you have dirty mouths, and unclean subjects...i'm a 21 year old gamer geek...i know everything you're thinking, and it doesn't offend me." just don't want them to be uncomfortable in their own space, ya know? anyways, Isaac was there so i got to sit down and work on my sewing for about 30 minutes, then Ike drove me home. he's such a nerd, but I adore him so much...i really want him to get this server up and running...i'm not opposed to people, just the idiotic ones, dong ma? yeaaaah. so i'm home now...and i must eat, and then lie down i think. it's getting harder and harder to type...(holy cow! i can type without looking at the keyboard, didn't know i could do that, lol.) so yeah. that was my day so far, it being 5:30 in the p.m. so away with me.

Mountain Dew & Redbull= (equals) D:<

so i didn't really sleep last night...and dan said i must be awake for the lunch rush...so i took a mountain dew and a redbull, mixed 'em together and voila! instant stay awake for days drink. wouldn't have effected me much back when cherry coke was pumping through my veins, but i have been trying to cut back so bleh.
made the day at work pretty fun though. i did spiny circles around erika while opening the oven and she was like "what the heck is wrong with you?" xD always gives my day a kick when i can make a person stop and say "what???" lol. i even got matthew tonight, which i'm hardly ever able to do. he was unwrapping his new bed, and the idea of unwrapping made me think of a gigantic bow, which would be awesome...until it used it's ribbony edges for legs and became a bow spider! oh the horror! =P
other than that not much happened today...i tried on fancy dresses with mika because she's going to a fancy dinner on friday and wants a dress. i just took the time to try on the one she had brought with her. ^^ i guess i am freaking skinny, wonder if i should be worried or not... oh well.
so yeah...that was my day. oh and they ate my rolls for dinner...i was so disappointed. ; _;
this is mika's dress i tried on yo! can't get the picture to go right side up though xD I'm not technologically sauve. lol.