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so, not much time to write this...I'm at Matthew's house, and am having a blast! he's so freaking wonderful...i don't want to go home. ;-;
It's really hard to explain but...I really love him. I hate being so far away. meh, that's sad stuff, so not going into it now!
Matt's taking me to the zoo tomorrow, (he bought me tennis shoes!) and we've just been able to hang out so far. Watching the movie 'Animalyimpics' from my childhood, which is awesome, go youtube it! I don't have more time, so I'll just say, I freaking love him! I...I really don't want to have to leave...now I know why everyone was worrying about me getting married while I'm here. not that I think Matt would want to..I..well I don't really know. I think maybe I'm just really insecure about myself. I hope he wants to marry me...dwah! I'm going in circles again! gotta stop! ><
alright, I'm going for real, but I'll update again soon. <3