Read this awesome article earlier and it made me feel inspired. So far I've been using this blog, (when I rarely use it,) as a kind of outside journal to others and I've decided to stop that. I'm cool if people want to read and comment but I think it's about freaking time I started writing for myself, even if that means writing to myself.
So even though I'm told talking to yourself is "bad" I'ma laugh at that and remind those people that I'm already a mental hospital survivor and talking to myself is just like having a twin, only they're in my mind. Ha! Take that society!!
Alright, seriously now, there are plenty of times I would like someone to talk to but I don't have anyone for reasons that vary, so this blog is now being dedicated to when I need to talk and no one is around, and then later, in the future, I'll come back and read it and it'll be like having a conversation with someone who thinks just like me!
Doesn't make sense you say? Doesn't have to; it's addressed to future me, not you! :P
I've also realized that I was thinking something along the lines of, "can't post more than once a day," or something strange like that...that idea is being tossed now too. I can talk when I want to talk! No more oppression of speech by my brain!!
And hopefully...no more dancing around subjects that I'm usually not forthcoming with; if this is my journal then Kayla, you'd better be willing to tell yourself the truth! And I'm not ashamed of what I have to say so Nyah! Nyah!
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